You deserve

You deserve to feel loved when you think you're hard to love.
You deserve to be called beautiful when you believe you're not.
You deserve to be surprised at the most boring days in your life.
You deserve to be with someone who sees no one better than you even if they are.
You deserve to be surrounded by them when you want to be alone. You deserve to be listened to when the words are too hard to be out.

You deserve to be someone's only choice.

Feeling

It feels ugly to see something stepping in your way.

Something that ruins the picture you draw for your dream.

Something that stops you from reaching the goal you've been struggling to get.

It feels sad to watch something you should be involved in.

However, it feels better when you have people who surround you. 

People who tell you they trust you no matter what. 

It feels better to feel loved even when you don't do what they love you for.

The A Team

And they say

She's in the Class A Team

Stuck in her daydream

Been this way since eighteen

But laately her face sees

Slowly sinking, wasting

Crumbling like pastries

They scream

The worst things in life come free to us

 She doesn't like what she's doing. She wants it to be different. She wishes she chose a better way to live her life. She thinks of how her life could've been if she didnt try these drugs when she was 18.

"for angels to fly, to fly fly, or angels to die". This girl, through her struggle, passes away. But the use of the term "angel", gives me the idea that she wasn't a nobody. Someone loved her. she was someones daughter, friend, sister, grandaughter, and maybe even, a true lover.

You Will SHINE

" Talk to yourself every time you feel that nothing is okay, talk to yourself every moment you think you won't get up again.

Tell it how impossible it was for you to get up and how you recovered. Tell it that you're strong enough even if the storms are getting stronger.

Remind it of how dark it was at times but light could get through the days at an unexpected timing.

Remember, you will shine.

Again.”